HiYa!

i dont know why im doing this

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 17:50:15 GMT

Leave your name and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST!!!!!!!

im done with it

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 21:19:32 GMT

im sick of everyone complaining. i do my fair share- dont get me wrong. but news flash: your lives dont suck, people love you, you have more than so many have.

i still cant get over the fact that everyone takes everything for granted- specifically with whats going on with katrina and now the other storms. yes, i know college students are "broke" but even if you donate fucking 5, yes $5, that does help. dont go get fast food for a day and there ya go, donate that shit. people lost everything to the hurricane. you know your favorite sweat shirt? how bout your all your pictures, computer, house, pet, even your fucking school! yeah, people lost it ALL and all i see is people saying, "thats horrible" and not doing anything or, "it doesnt affect me". bullshit. how about when a tornado comes and wipes your whole life away, i will feel NO PITTY for your asses. and yes, its tornado season for about 4 months in IL, and yes they do visit.

if you do have decency, visit http://myyahoo.volunteermatch.org/volunteers/resources/hurricane.jsp
and there are different places you can donate money. even if you do not have money to give, volunteer your time, everything helps. i know when my mom told me families had to give up their pets (i was with out tv for 3 weeks, so it was hard to keep up with everything) i actually cried reading the email and thats where my first donation went. think what you want, at this point i really dont care.

and with that said, ill prob just be having photo entrys with captions from now on. even though its "my journal" i know the stuff i would write would most likely offend many and i really dont care, but i dont wanna start shit.

so if you read my bitchy ranting entry and thought it was stupid- let me know. if it made you second guess your thoughts about the events and want to help out, THANK THE LORD that would make my fucking year.

i dont know how long i can last

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 17:18:37 GMT

i keep re-typing things that i write. keep covering up how i really feel. about events, people in general, friends, everything. i cant let things out like everyone else. no one is there for me to open up to. i just dont know.

actual entry

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 15:09:42 GMT

its been a while... lets see....
all i do is work. i havent had a day off since at least the 9th of june. ha. its going to be at least until 2 thursdays until i do too. but im NOT complaining, cause i need/ love the money. saved up my first two checks and the third one is paying for my NEW CAMERA. canon sd400, its the size of a credit card practically. too lazy to put in a pic of it. got it yesterday in the mail, 2 days after i ordered it, and they said 7-10 days. wwww.beachcamera.com . amazing.
i miss hanging out w/ everyone, but if i want to be able to survive and pay my dad back for at least half of what i owe him, ill be MIA for a lil while longer. but this friday: triptii/the fold riverwalk. YES GO CAUSE ILL BE THERE.

aaaand other things havent changed, and im happy about that. i feel relieved that everyone in my life now i can trust and depend on. thanks guys.

i hope ashely gets the house here, cause that would be AMAZINGLY AMAZING!!

thats all work in an hour!
x0x0

guess what

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 17:58:16 GMT

IM BACK!! haha. anyway, lets see whats new. uuuhhh- im broke, grades suck, realized this summer is going to suck. SCORE!!!! im home for the weekend, working today 2-11 then tm 8-5. *sigh* i have a shitload to to befor work today and i dont know if im going to get it done. ive decided on a mini blue iPod, (yes, i know im broke, but whatever) and im excited. the only reason im not waiting for later is cause i need it for vacation. i was looking at my options for summer classes and the one im going to take is from 5-6:50, monday-thursday. this MAJORLY sucks. that is b/c for the 5 weeks im working at the summerschool i have to work friday, sat, and sunday = no life for carly!!! i might take off for warped tour, but not positive. the only show i know for sure that im going to this summer is witroy july 30th and prob heritage fest, but leaving right after to get back for work the next morning. and im not going to LBC in may with witroy (and others) b/c ill be on vaca and if butch does come back then i will cry cry and cry some more and road trip to see him even if its in texas or something. in 2 of my classes im doing decent, but the other 3 are not looking so hot. i need to step it up, and im not going to complain, ive fucked up and have no right to. aaaaaaaanyway- it seems that people are doing well for themselves and i couldnt be happier. ive decided that i need to start focusing on me; studdies, heath, socially, everything. i need this, and i want it even more. i hope everyone has a good easter, ill be celebrating it at walreens!! YAHOO!!!

hhhhhhhm

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 06:57:49 GMT

im hungry... i didnt eat dinner and i want breakfast now... o how i love breakfast.

o no!

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 04:20:02 GMT

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Never use chapstick.

Get your resolution here

uuummm.... that would never happen!!!!!

happy 2005

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 06:44:45 GMT

wow... its 2005, how odd.

ive come to the realization i spend too much money. i dont have any to spend, yet i have all this shopping im going to do and still have to pay the 2nd part of my insurance. not to mention all my school spending. lordie. i guess that new camera is getting pushed back yet agan along with fixing my old one? bummer. but this summer i am going to have no social life. sorry for those of you who care. i am going to try to get a job at a summer camp during the day and then take night classes cause i want to get at least 2 classes out of the way and work at walgreens while those 2 arnt going on. i need money for the next year, especially if this apt thing w/ katie happens. :) .

ive got my new years resolutions; but you all have to guess what they are. in 2 months, if you can manage to see my resolutions, that means that they are working. if not; maybe next year!

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 05:23:01 GMT

RIP SARAPHINE

2000-2004

words can not express what this does. i just hope it all works out for the best in the end.........

SSOOOOOo

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 07:23:46 GMT

the most beautiful and most talented man alive.... this is the best show i have EVER been to. eveyone there that has even seen him before was blown away. some of you may remember marvolous 3- he is the lead singer. he produces/writes for avril (her new cd), simple plan, american hi-fi, the donnas, to name a few. but i like his own stuff so much more...

www.butchwalker.com

he was in chicago sunday the 11th and im still in awe. i got home and just sat in shock in what i had just seen. PLEASE everyone check him out- he older cd is more rocky- and his latest one is more-mellow, and soooo beautilful.

Christams!!!!!!!

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 18:06:07 GMT

christmas is easily one of my favorite times of the year. not just for the presents, but they help; its for the how everyone seems to be in a more giving mood. working in retial, i see some of the bitchies people alive. It is unbelievable how rude, ignorant, and just plain stupid people are; and not even realize they are. i cant help but laugh at them. But mostly in the holiday season those people are not as mean as normal. I like how people concern themselves with others first and not themselves. on thanksgiving i had to make a christmas list, and i couldn't even think of things i needed. Of course there were things i could ask for, but are they necessary? Especially now with being in college, i have realized that i dont need that much. There are some necessities and other than that, im set.
i also feel that the holiday season is about celebration. everyone celebrates what is special or meaningfull to them. for some its family, break, or presents. i think its pretty with the snow and seeing houses lit up with lights, trees, or however they decide to decorate. Snow should stay on grass and trees though, no street or sidewalk necessary. :).
christmas also means more work which =s more money!! YAHOO!! haha. work gets old very quickly, but at least the season makes it busier, which makes the day go by faster.
i hope everyones christmas and holiday season (whatever you celebrate) goes well!!!

DREAMS

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 17:26:19 GMT

so, i had this dream the other night and i was being chased by an axe murderer and yes, YOU were there!!!! how freaky is that? we were at a concert and afterwards we were walking and this guy came out from an alley besides the quiznos by metro and we started running. i triped, and once i got up, the mand was right behind me. we ran again, and he caught up. he grabbed us by our hair (HOW MEAN IS THAT!?!?!) and BAM............... juuuust kidding, i dont remember my dreams. tee hee.

this is what i get upset about. i can never remeber my dreams that i have. at times i can remember them right away, but no longer than an hour afterwards. people say to write them down right when you wake up, but i dont have a pen and paper chilling next to my bed titled "carly's dreams." on occasion i can remember them, and sometimes they seem SO real. its weird when you have a dream about someone, then you see them in person. depending on the dream, it can be acward or something to laugh about.

i also dont understand those dream books that tell what your dreams ment. how does someone know what your dream was about, or the 'hidden meaning' behind it? eh, i just don't buy into that.

the one thing i do HATE about dreams is that if you are falling, and when 'land' you wake up and jump. i have literally jumed before; and felt silly. o well, dreams should come true, so i know what i dremnt of. ;)

Something scary.....

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 17:15:36 GMT

I think spiders are very scary! (or any insects for that matter) There is nothing appealing about them, just the fact that they crawl, fly, whatever they do, freaks me out. i dont like any kind of insects, not even lady bugs. I think its scary even when they are on the wall, the ground, or coming down from their web. the thought of them even crawling on my sends shivers down my spine and makes my hair stand up. I cant stand how bees and flys make that buzzzzzzzz and wont leave you alone. same with mosquitos!! dont they realize that they will be killed if they do not leave you alone? ok, mosquitos dont scare me, but the bees do. F*ck the bees!! (listen to dane cook- good stuff). anyway, big black spiders or little white ones scare the hell out of me. i dont undertsand their existance. we should just get rid of them all together; then i will be happy. :)

another thing that scares me are those tv shows like unsolved mysteries or anything that is based along those lines. these scare me, and im sure scare a lot of other people. the announcers voice, the music, lighting, nothing about the show is happy. what is wrong with this world? loride. Then after watching the show its like, did you hear that? i always look around the room, and think, what if that happens to me?!?!? ok, im getting freaked thinking about it....

Hobbies

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 04:28:21 GMT

i loooooove keeping busy. I stay busy by hanging out with friends. one of my favorite hobbies is going to local shows. i get to see a bunch of my friends, and listen to great music. sometimes i have to drive over an hour, but its well worth it. the band guys are the nicest people you will ever meet and all the fans are very welcoming. each time you see a new music group they always play with other groups; which makes it easy to find new music.
another hobbie i have is scrapbooking. i love taking pictures, especially now that i have my digital camera. i am a photo queen and now i can show off my stuff. call me a nerd, but i love going to buy the album paper, cut outs, stickers, etc. im crazy like that. i have not had time to make one lately, but over break i am. its something i am definitly looking forward to. i even made one for my friend for graduation, my favorite one yet. Its amazing how pictures and a few words can create something that someone can treasure for ever. i have at least 200 pictures waiting to be put to good use.

other than that, i cant think of any hobbies that i do on a regualer basis. i try to switch up what i do every now and then, to keep things enteresting.

Thanksgiving

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 02:26:17 GMT

Thanksgiving was great. I did not have to work- one of the high points; haha. I was woken up at 12, when we were saposed to leave. woops! we ended up leaving around 1 and the traffic was surprisingly not that bad. i must tell say how much i love going on an hour and a half ride with 5 people in one car- i can just feel the love. we got to my grandparents and both my aunts, cousin w/ her boyfriend were already there. I love eating turkey- which i got to do. and i got left overs!! mmm. i had to make my chirstmas list because my aunts like to go shopping along with millions of other crazy people the day after thanksgiving. I like how thanksgiving gives everyone the excuse to get together with family. I dont think that this is a bad thing, but there should be more days like thanksgiving. it was freezing though!!! it was SSSOOO cold and by the time we got home, i was too tired to go get more dessert with friends. o well! now its officially okay for people to put up christmas lights and trees. I can not stand when people prepare for holidays before previous ones past, i HATE IT!!!! but now, its acceptable. everyone go put up your trees!! hehe. i hope everyone had a great thanksgiving!!!!

Cartoons

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 01:55:39 GMT

cartoons lately have become kinda odd. when i was younger, it was the greatest. there was care bears, doug, and many others. the themes of the cartoons seemed simple and were always entertainig. No one can forget the flinstones and the jetsens. i miss the days when all your sundays consisted of was waking up early and watching cartoons eating breakfast. some of my favorite cartoons besides the ones listed are: bobby's world, the simpsons, recess, futurama, looney tunes, tiny tunes, the family guy, and charlie brown. cartoons make me feel like a kid again, and i love it. i can admit that i do sit in my dorms and watch the occasional cartoon, but its hard w/o the disney channel. The dorms must get the disney channel next year, it's essential. I think cartoons in the past were so great because they were simple, and did not involve any foul language or dirty humor.

i think its the best idea to bring the cartoons on dvd box sets. yolu can own all the shows that you have grown up with and when i have enough money, i will buy all of them that i want. i cant wait till im rich!

hhhmmm

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 20:44:05 GMT

You Are the Challenger

8

You're brave, impulsive, and gutsy - loving challenges.

You act first and think later. And you're not afraid to speak up.

You are confident, so much so that you can be a bit bossy at times.

Whether people like it or not, you always stand up for yourself.

What number are you?

this does tell me some things....

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 05:24:34 GMT

1. have you noticed when you get to the main live journal page if you put ur curser over the goat it goes, bbaaaaaa. thats the shit

2. ive been sick, and cant get rid of it. my heart acted up again today and i spent half the day in bed. what a waste and making up work will suck.

3. i have a philosophy test and calc quiz tomorrow and i am not ready. yet another set back that being sick has.

4. some stuff has come out and ya know what, i just laugh about it. i dont care at all. and some some of you know what im talking about, and prob dont even know.

5. okie, so im ready to knock out and i still have yet to finish studying, or maybe start.

LATER

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 22:05:51 GMT

hey yall. hhm.... this past weekend was a blast. friday night went to wheaton grand and saw saraphine with witroy. it was a great time w/ my girls. i also met katie!! that was followed by a fun time at steak n shake. then sat my parents picked me up to go to jeremy's wedding. i havent seen him in SUCH a long time!! it was great to see him, and JENNY!!! YEAH!!! i cant wait for thanksgiving vaca!!!

yesterday i slipped on the freakin floor b/c the jantor just washed it and there was NO SIGN up and i just went *wooop* and i had a bagel and milk in my hands cause i went down to the cafeteria to get breakfast. but w/ my mad skills i didnt drop a thing!!! but i was wearing sandals (when DONT i) and i landed weird on my foot and it felt like i smusshed toes. aww well they dont hurt anymre

and i just picked my classes, and and then after thanksgiving i have 1 week of classes then FINALS!! DAMN!! i have 2 monday, 2 tuesday, then one friday- which is calc so its good that i have 3 days to prepare for it. then i wanna go home friday afternoon cause sat is BUTCH WALKER at metro!! A-mazing. then the following weekend lucky boys 2 nights in a row!! how cool is that?!?! we shall see what the living arangements will be for that show. :).

k, i should get some work done b4 the concert tonight!!! (no, sadly not jimmy eat world, more like a string quartet for music- fuuuuuun)

my schedule!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 21:28:55 GMT

Time	Monday	Tuesday	Wednesday	Thursday	Friday
8:00AM
9:00AM
9:30AM		MGMT217 - 2 9:30am-10:45am		MGMT217 - 2 9:30am-10:45am
10:00AM	BIOS109 - 1 10:00am-10:50am	MGMT217 - 2 9:30am-10:45am	BIOS109 - 1 10:00am-10:50am	MGMT217 - 2 9:30am-10:45am	BIOS109 - 1 10:00am-10:50am
11:00AM
NOON	COMS100 - 15 12:00pm-12:50pm		COMS100 - 15 12:00pm-12:50pm		COMS100 - 15 12:00pm-12:50pm
12:30PM	COMS100 - 15 12:00pm-12:50pm	PSYC102 - 13 12:30pm-1:45pm	COMS100 - 15 12:00pm-12:50pm	PSYC102 - 13 12:30pm-1:45pm	COMS100 - 15 12:00pm-12:50pm
1:00PM		PSYC102 - 13 12:30pm-1:45pm		PSYC102 - 13 12:30pm-1:45pm
2:00PM
3:00PM
3:30PM	ENGL104 - G38 3:30pm-4:45pm		ENGL104 - G38 3:30pm-4:45pm
4:00PM	ENGL104 - G38 3:30pm-4:45pm		ENGL104 - G38 3:30pm-4:45pm

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 03:59:14 GMT

i have a dog and her name is Lizzie. She is a mut; poodle, cacapoo, and a bunch of other breeds. The vets do not even know what to classify her as. She is pretty old, 14, and just recently had a tumor removed from her head. It was a scary time, because we were unsure if she would recover or not. But now she seems to be doing GREAT!!!

i have a dog and her name is Lizzie. She is a mut; poodle, cacapoo, and a bunch of other breeds. The vets do not even know what to classify her as. She is pretty old, 14, and just recently had a tumor removed from her head. It was a scary time, because we were unsure if she would recover or not. But now she seems to be doing GREAT!!! 
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v169/caaarly/random/lizzie.jpg>
she is not the nicest dog. she is really cute, so people always put their hand down to pet her. haha, they learn their lesson. she will try to bite that hand very quickly. she will look all cute, and wag her tail, which makes one think that she wants him to pet her. BAM!!! she flips her switch and she is the devil dog. you can hear her barking outside when you are a block away, it is hilarous. i just scream back at her, even though now that she is complety deaf, that doesnt work. 
She is the joy in my life. Whenever i think of her, i quickly become homesick. I went home two weekends in a row, just to see her. The first one was when i just found out she had a tumor, and was unsure if she could have surgery. The second weekend was after the surgery when my parents sent me a picture of her with a part of her head shaved with stiches, which broke my heart. 
i love my dog. i cant imagine my life without her. 
 
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sooooo

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 21:15:32 GMT

Im sitting here in english chewing my pink orbit gum. i really need to buy some new flavors, yet i can only think of one thing; where is my roomate?!?!?!?!

she left friday with her boyfriend to go to his house for halloween. they were going to stay until tuesday, because he is in an honors floor and he needed to vote inorder to stay on his floor. so, tuesday came and went. wednesday, came and went. and now its thursday. i called her tuesday night and her phone was off. i left a message; you think she would have returned my call. it just pisses me off sometimes. i talked to her boyfriends roomate and he said he thinks they might come back today. WHATS THE POINT?!? they have already missed 4 days of school, whats another one? i think i might start looking for a new roomate if she doesnt show up today... hmm... (joking of course)

i have a HUGE history test in 16 minutes that i have not studied for as much as i would have liked to. i really suck at this whole studying before the test day thing. this needs to change fast, and by fast, i mean now.

off to fail. LATER!!

who i would vote for

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 19:30:55 GMT

The presidential election is fastly approaching. I hear it is going to be a close race. Chosing between Bush and Kerry, I think I would have to go with Kerry. I don't know that much about either canidate, which is my own fault. I do know that I think that Bush has been handeling the whole war issue wrong, and we should have pulled troops out a long time ago.

I also know that our unemployment rate is very high right now. When I get through with college, if he was still in office i might be worried about finding a job.

Everything that i have learned about each canidate has been in the past day from one guy. I think it would be bad if i were to go ahead and vote for someone, with only knowing the views of one student. (who is pro Kerry)

While watching the debates, it seemed that Bush did not really know what to say. He studdered more than not, and when he did talk, half of it did not really make sense. He seemed like he was more on the defense and not taking charge with some strong points of his own. I felt that Kerry is a stronger speaker and knew his policies more.

Now, all of this would be great, but I am not voting. I didn't think to register here, and I waited too long to get an absent tee-ballot. I could always go home on Monday night, vote Tuesday morning, and then drive back to school. But that does not really sound like that much fun to me. This just shows myself that I have not payed attention, and if I truly cared, I would have registered to vote here and payed more attention to the canidates.

How to save the world!

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 19:29:42 GMT

If I had to save the world, i would make everyone drink milk. Milk is by far the best drink to make people strong and get their calcium. I would ban all soft drinks; there is no positive aspect of them. Minus diet coke, everyone once and a while can have that in a drink if they should wish. There would also be a certain diet that people would have to follow ensuring they are on a healthy diet.

I would make peace treaties with other nations, and make a body of legislature that works peace for the whole world. It would be like the United Nations, but my legislature would keep all the countries in order. There would be no harming their own civilians or war going on. If there was, strict action would be enforced and that government and the current leaders would be striped of their power and put in jail. Yes, I know this sounds easier than done.

I think the most important way to save the world is by educating the people who live in it. Expand their minds of all cultures, races, and religions. Teach not to hate others, and just embrase differences.

hey yall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 05:03:03 GMT

i havent updated in forever
i.suck.at.life.

northern is ok. its big and i just spend 500 bucks on books. what a rip. i need to meet more ppl. went to parties- whoopie. decided to come back early tn- cause im that cool. I would like ton play with your penis- that was mike- my roomate, Erikas bf. o yeah- my roomate is pretty cool. i like her a lot. im glad rachelle is here to- i would be lost w/o her. my wall is pretty sweet. its filled w/ a bunch of pictues of everyone, this way it will be less home sick for me. my mom sent me a care package already. it was a frame w/ 4 pictures of my dog. that made me miss her. ggaahh. o well. im not homesick now- it feels like summer school. i guess we will see. later peeps!!